coyotesuspect: (samdean: in each place and forever)
coyotesuspect ([personal profile] coyotesuspect) wrote2010-02-10 11:30 pm

in each place and forever

So I just woke up from a nap, and I'm probably going to go back to sleep, buuuut, I just had a really awesome, convoluted Supernatural dream.

And, yes, I am going to share it with you.

(Note: My dream contains some very minor season 5 spoilers, so if you haven't watched this season yet, you may want to skip this one.)


It starts with me at a bus stop. It's dark and I'm kind of freaked out, because I don't think the buses that stop by here go by my home, and it's a wooded, kind of out of the way area, out on the edge of  a dirt road that leads from a pretty creepy hotel (of course). Then these three girls, probably a couple years older than me, show up. They're Supernatural fangirls, and they're making a pilgrimage to the hotel because apparently a really famous Sam-centric Supernatural fanfic was written there, called "The Ledge."

Okay, I think. That's kind of nuts and I've never read this fic, but I agree to accompany them and follow them to the hotel.

Cut to a scene inside the hotel. There are several people sitting around a table, I think to eat (it's the kind of hotel with a restaurant in it), and most of them are scientists. (I have no idea why). One of them- a man, mid forties, African American, glasses- starts freaking the fuck out and pointing at one of the woman at the table. She's covered in black spots, he keeps saying, she's rotting from the inside out.

Then that scene ends, and I'm inside the hotel with the fangirls. Except now I'm not me, I'm Sam Winchester. And Dean is with me. We're trying to figure out the black spot thing and why the man (let's call him Darryl!) was freaking out. We're interviewing people and wandering around. Darryl leads me to the room of a colleague who he thinks might have had something to do with it. The room's trashed, and his colleague (who was, apparently, a very sexy Swedish woman), has left a note in lipstick on the mirror to the effect that, 'You're too late. You'll never figure out what happened." That kind of thing.

Afterwards, Dean and I (Sam Winchester) realize that in certain lights, you can see the black spots on the infected. We realize the fangirls all have the black spots all over them.

And then they start to collapse, just keel over. They're not dead though, just unconscious. Then something even weirder happens- they become little girl versions of themselves. Two of the little girls really take a shine to me (who is Sam, remember), so I'm spending time with them, while Dean talks to the wait staff in the restaurant. He's beginning to suspect the person behind everything is this overly helpful waiter. (How I knew what Dean was thinking, I don't know.  It is a dream.)

One of the little girls (former fangirls) tells me she's going to perform something special for me. (...I did not mean for that to come out that creepily) But it has to be in this empty room- which is really this huge library with gothic looking stained glass windows, but that also looks like it's been completely deserted. Then the girl starts reciting a poem in German. I'm pretty sure it was the Erlkonig. I cut her off midway through though. I've figured out she's the one behind the black spots.

She's some kind of octopus monster, and she's somehow infecting people with her octopus... monster...ness. Basically, a baby octopus is at some point going to burst out of the infected chest's and it's game over for the poor sap who bore host to her octopus monster egg. The black spots are, then, a sign that the person has the egg inside them.

But Dean and I were in no danger of getting infected, because the octopus monster can only lay eggs inside people who aren't truly and completely loved. I give a kind of rueful speech about how much Dean loved me. And guys, GUYS. THE WAY I FELT, HOLY CRAP. DEAN WINCHESTER LOVED ME, AND DEAN WINCHESTER LOVES HIS BROTHER WITH EVERY FIBER OF HIS BEING. It's kind of indescribable how warm and fuzzy I felt. *___*

Then I'm no longer Sam. (Boo!) But the story's still happening, and I'm just sort of hanging out in the sidelines watching things go down. The girl gives Sam an evil smile and then shifts into a grown woman- Darryl's sexy Swedish missing colleague! She tells Sam he's too late, and runs up this staircase in the library that leads to the top bookshelf, which is pretty much a ledge. Sam goes after her.

MEANWHILE. Dean's reading this exorcism type thing to get rid of who he thinks is the octopus monster- aka the overly helpful waiter at the hotel restaurant. After it doesn't work, he has an epiphany- realizes Sam is missing- and goes running into the library.

By this point, octopus monster/former fangirl/Darryl's colleague has pulled out this gigantic tome and started reading from it. It opens up a portal to somewhere else- this giant, shimmering turquoise, circle. She grabs Sam somehow (this part's kind of fuzzy; let's just say she grabbed him with a tentacle though) and jumps into the portal, taking Sam with her!

Dean's just in time to witness this. And he realizes he's left with a choice. He can chase after Sam into God knows where, or he can stay behind and try to stop the Apocalypse.

At this point, it's kind of like I'm watching from home (though I still have access to Dean's thoughts), and I'm on the edge of my seat shouting at the screen for Dean to go after Sam, goddamn you, go after Sam, Dean Winchester, or I will hate you for the rest of my life.

He goes after Sam.

\o/

What ends up happening is, he flashes through all these different worlds- worlds where Sam said Yes, where Dean said Yes, where Mary never went into the nursery, etc- until he finally lands in one. Sam's no where around. And Dean realizes he's going to have to track Sam down through all these worlds until he finds him. He doesn't regret it; he's going to find Sam.

And then I wake up.

Long story short: Someone should write this. Only with less octopus monsters. Really, someone should just write the part where my dream cut off, with Dean chasing after Sam through all these universes until he finds his Sam.

And...that's it. I'm going back to sleep. But I, uh, had to share for some reason. >>
lavendergaia: (dean awesome)

[personal profile] lavendergaia 2010-02-11 05:35 am (UTC)(link)
That...was AWESOME. *needs a cigarette*

[identity profile] coyotesuspect.livejournal.com 2010-02-11 06:33 pm (UTC)(link)
Hmmm. So do I. ;D

[identity profile] taintedlove.livejournal.com 2010-02-11 05:36 am (UTC)(link)
WHISKEY. TANGO. FOXTROT.
I kid you not, coyote, I had a Winchester dream last night too.
I WAS DEAN WINCHESTER. AND I WAS WORKING A CASE WITH SAMMY. I just remember interviewing people and eating a burger (wtf, self, you haven't had a burger in like eleven years) and WE SAVED PEOPLE AND HUNTED THINGS.

And then I turned into Sophia Bush and helped the Winchesters exorcise the demon in Chad Michael Murray that slept with Paris Hilton and Chad and I lived happily ever after and went on double dates with Jared and Sandy.

WHAT IS WITH OUR FANGIRL BRAINS.
lavendergaia: (Chad evil)

[personal profile] lavendergaia 2010-02-11 05:44 am (UTC)(link)
And then I turned into Sophia Bush and helped the Winchesters exorcise the demon in Chad Michael Murray

At least part of this is real life canon.

[identity profile] coyotesuspect.livejournal.com 2010-02-11 06:35 pm (UTC)(link)
SINCE I DREAMED I WAS SAM, AND YOU DREAMED YOU WERE DEAN, DOES THAT MAKE YOU THE DEAN TO MY SAM??? OR AT LEAST THE DREAM!DEAN TO MY DREAM!SAM?

Also: LOLOLOL at the crossover with RPF.

OUR BRAINS ARE CONNECTED. CONNECTED BY OUR MUTUAL AWESOMENESS.

[identity profile] taintedlove.livejournal.com 2010-02-11 07:44 pm (UTC)(link)
YES. I AM DEFINITELY THE DEAN TO YOUR SAM.
Or dream team, whatevs. :D

CLEARLY. CLEARLY OUR BRAINS ARE LIKE... WHOA, THERE'S ANOTHER BRAIN OUT THERE AS COOL AS MINE? *bonds*

[identity profile] whitereflection.livejournal.com 2010-02-11 05:41 am (UTC)(link)
Sounds like you've got yourself a Bigbang idea right there. ;D So you're signing up, right? Right? ;D

[identity profile] coyotesuspect.livejournal.com 2010-02-11 09:41 am (UTC)(link)
*g* I didn't sign up, and sign ups are now closed apparently.

But I might still maybe write it perhaps.

[identity profile] bloodnfire.livejournal.com 2010-02-11 06:34 am (UTC)(link)
BEST DREAM EVER. I COMMAND YOU TO WRITE IT.

Man, the last cracked out fandom related dream I had was a sex dream about Penny from The Big Bang Theory. It was random.

[identity profile] coyotesuspect.livejournal.com 2010-02-11 09:40 am (UTC)(link)
I never have sex dreams, fandom related or otherwise. ):

Which, in retrospect, was probably the most disappointing part about my dream. My subconscious missed a great opportunity for some wincest smexin there.

[identity profile] mnemosime.livejournal.com 2010-02-11 07:03 am (UTC)(link)
Holy shit. Can I steal your brain now?

[identity profile] coyotesuspect.livejournal.com 2010-02-11 06:35 pm (UTC)(link)
Well, you can borrow it. But I'll need it back at some point.

[identity profile] cherie-morte.livejournal.com 2010-02-11 08:51 am (UTC)(link)
OMG

MOST EPIC WINCESTY BIG BANG EVER.

OMG.

FUCK YOU, COYOTEBUTTSECKS. WRITE THIS, PLEASE, I NEED IT IN MY LIFE.

[identity profile] coyotesuspect.livejournal.com 2010-02-11 06:36 pm (UTC)(link)
EVEN THE PART WITH OCTOPUS MONSTERS?!?!?!?

(I may have already started brainstorming last night. >>)

[identity profile] cherie-morte.livejournal.com 2010-02-11 06:37 pm (UTC)(link)
YES, EVEN THE OCTOPUS MONSTERS. IT'S A METAPHOR. FOR HOW SAM'S OCTOPUS TENDENCIES WILL ONE DAY GET DEAN PREGNANT. *nod nod nod*

I AM SO READY FOR IT.

[identity profile] coyotesuspect.livejournal.com 2010-02-11 06:39 pm (UTC)(link)
WHOA. WHOA. WHOA.

WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOA

Hold up a sec- mpreg?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?11one??

[identity profile] coyotesuspect.livejournal.com 2010-02-11 06:41 pm (UTC)(link)
THE INCEST MAKES IT ALL BETTER!

[identity profile] cherie-morte.livejournal.com 2010-02-11 06:42 pm (UTC)(link)
REATARDED ASS BABIES, FTW!

[identity profile] coyotesuspect.livejournal.com 2010-02-11 06:45 pm (UTC)(link)
RETARDED SIX-FINGERED ASS BABIES FTW! \o/

[identity profile] cherie-morte.livejournal.com 2010-02-11 06:46 pm (UTC)(link)
RETARDED BABIES WITH SIX FINGERS BECAUSE THEIR PARENTS WERE BROTHERS WHO FINGERED EACH OTHER, FTMFW! \o/\o/\o/\o/\o/

[identity profile] aylarouge.livejournal.com 2010-02-11 09:30 am (UTC)(link)
O_O

Duuuuude, can this be written? Like right now because DAMN! It sounds AWESOME (and kinda reminds me of a Spander fic).

[identity profile] coyotesuspect.livejournal.com 2010-02-11 06:37 pm (UTC)(link)
WELL SOMEONE NEEDS TO WRITE IT!

(Spander=Spike/Xander?)

[identity profile] kros-21.livejournal.com 2010-02-11 11:54 am (UTC)(link)
OMG!!!!!!! that's epic! being Sam and feeling Dean's love for him! woah!!!!!
just one thing would have topped it.... if Dean and Sam went for it and you were still inside Sam! XD LMAO!

[identity profile] coyotesuspect.livejournal.com 2010-02-11 06:37 pm (UTC)(link)
IT IS THE BEST FEELING IN THE WORLD.

Heee! I know! I missed such a great opportunity there. *pouts*

[identity profile] http://users.livejournal.com/_amalthea/ 2010-02-11 12:39 pm (UTC)(link)
OMG GIRL YOUR SUBCONSCIOUS IS AWESOME!!

And guys, GUYS. THE WAY I FELT, HOLY CRAP. DEAN WINCHESTER LOVED ME, AND DEAN WINCHESTER LOVES HIS BROTHER WITH EVERY FIBER OF HIS BEING. It's kind of indescribable how warm and fuzzy I felt. *___*

I squeed out loud there! OMG! Seriously, you were SAM, you should've gone and kissed your brother there! :D Except, isn't it bitch that you never realize these things until you're already wide awake.

Haha I love the fact that everything is so random and things change all the time. Just like dreams always are :D would make a awesome crack!fic

[identity profile] coyotesuspect.livejournal.com 2010-02-11 06:41 pm (UTC)(link)
IT IS! I LOVE IT SO MUCH!

To be fair, at that point where I was basking in all the awesome Dean-love, we were on opposite sides of the hotel. (Though, it being a dream, physical distance really isn't much of an excuse...) BUT YES MISSED A GREAT OPPORTUNITY THERE, BRAIN.

I actually edited out a lot of the more random details too, like the fact that at he beginning I was carrying a basket full of earrings, or at one point I/Sam was talking exactly like Giles from BtVS.
cantarina: donna noble in a paper crown, looking thoughtful (spn - hot dean)

[personal profile] cantarina 2010-02-11 02:26 pm (UTC)(link)
and most of them are scientists. (I have no idea why).
Clearly, there was a conference in town.

I think that it's awesome that you ship Wincest even in your sleep. That's a true OTP right there :P

I hope you write this! There's so much to explore there.

(ps I believe sign-ups for [livejournal.com profile] sncross_bigbang are still open. Just sayin'. I don't think that is *has* to be an overt crossover and since you're flipping universes anyway...)

[identity profile] coyotesuspect.livejournal.com 2010-02-11 06:44 pm (UTC)(link)
Clearly. A conference that required them to wear their lab coats at all times.

I think in my dream it was pre-wincest, to be honest. You could still interpret in a really intense, "Sam and Dean love each other more than anything but are not sleeping with each other" kind of way. *g*

It would be fun to write, I think! Maybe not the part with the octopus monsters, but the part where Dean chases after Sam. Like writing a fic that's entirely composed of AUs.

(lololol I think if [Bad username or site: @ livejournal.com] has taught me anything, it's that I suck at deadlines. Though I could always attempt this on my own.)

[identity profile] smallearthcat.livejournal.com 2010-02-11 03:24 pm (UTC)(link)
Wow, that's such an awesome dream. And uh, reading it was actually much like reading fanfic which I hope might be continued.

[identity profile] coyotesuspect.livejournal.com 2010-02-11 06:44 pm (UTC)(link)
I may have done so plotting last night instead of going to bed like I was supposed to.

*looks innocent*

[identity profile] stubbel.livejournal.com 2010-02-11 04:08 pm (UTC)(link)
Wow. Just. Wow. I want to have dreams like that! *is in awe*

(And being loved by Dean? The best thing ever or what?! I envy you, just so you know!)

[identity profile] coyotesuspect.livejournal.com 2010-02-11 06:46 pm (UTC)(link)
:D My dream life in general is pretty sweet, but this was by far the best fandom-related dream I've ever had.

(Pretty much the best thing ever, yeah. <3333333333)

[identity profile] moodswingers.livejournal.com 2010-02-11 05:30 pm (UTC)(link)
This is all kinds of awesome.

[identity profile] coyotesuspect.livejournal.com 2010-02-11 06:47 pm (UTC)(link)
:D I think so too.
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[identity profile] auroraprimavera.livejournal.com 2010-02-11 06:24 pm (UTC)(link)
THIS HAS GOT TO BE WRITTEN - LIKE

NOW sdjf;aOIWJufr'g

[identity profile] coyotesuspect.livejournal.com 2010-02-11 06:47 pm (UTC)(link)
I AGREE.

[identity profile] heartsonwings.livejournal.com 2010-02-11 07:05 pm (UTC)(link)
HA, I sooo wish I had your dreams! ;D

[identity profile] coyotesuspect.livejournal.com 2010-02-12 06:44 pm (UTC)(link)
Hee! They are pretty awesome.

[identity profile] emeraldsedai.livejournal.com 2010-02-11 08:24 pm (UTC)(link)
Holy fuck. That's Season Six, right there.

Wow!

And that feeling of being loved that way? I had one dream like that, once in my life, many years ago, and I still remember it as the best dream ever, though it featured someone I knew in real life who was not nearly as fabulous as Dean Winchester. I don't know what causes something like that in a dream--maybe some kind of hormonal rush in your sleep--but it's kind of life-affirming, isn't it?

[identity profile] coyotesuspect.livejournal.com 2010-02-12 06:45 pm (UTC)(link)
That was actually my first thought upon waking up. (Right after: HOLY FUCK WHAT A FANTASTIC DREAM.)

It's a really wonderful feeling. I think it must be some kind of endorphin cascade or something. Very life affirming. Though, considering I was "Sam" at the time, maybe more life affirming for him than for me. ;)

[identity profile] scorpiod1.livejournal.com 2010-02-12 08:33 am (UTC)(link)
I DEMAND YOU WRITE THIS. GAH, WHY IS YOUR BRAIN SO AWESOME? SERIOUSLY? I ENVY IT! EVERY TIME I DREAM ABOUT THE WINCHESTERS, I'M ALWAYS SOME RANDOM GIRL WATCHING THEM WORK ON A CASE. YOU ARE AWESOME.

[identity profile] coyotesuspect.livejournal.com 2010-02-12 06:44 pm (UTC)(link)
I MIGHT. WELL, NOT THE PART WITH THE OCTOPUS MONSTER. BUT THE PART I ASKED FOR YOUR HELP WITH THE OTHER NIGHT. :D

[identity profile] crazyboutremmy.livejournal.com 2010-02-12 11:47 am (UTC)(link)
HOLY SHIT. HOLY SHIT.

THIS NEEDS TO BE ON THE SHOW.

I want to be Sam Winchester and feel the love :(

[identity profile] coyotesuspect.livejournal.com 2010-02-12 06:43 pm (UTC)(link)
RIGHT? RIGHT?! Kripke et al should just hire my subconscious to write for them.

(Omg it was so amazing. ♥ ♥ ♥)

[identity profile] lady-eilthana.livejournal.com 2010-02-12 10:25 pm (UTC)(link)
I AGREE WITH ALL THE OTHERS: THIS MUST BE WRITTEN NOW. NOOOOOOW.

Besides, that whole octopus/egg thing reminded me of "Alien". Sam is totally Sigourney Weaver. ^____^

And the "Erlkönig"? Seriously? =D
Wer reitet so spät durch Nacht und Wind? Es ist der Vater mit seinem Kind. Er hat den Knaben wohl in dem Arm, Er faßt ihn sicher, er hält ihn warm. (...)
Oh, I love it. We had to learn it in school several years ago (2004?) and I love it. But then, I love most of Goethe's stuff, so... hehe.

But back to the topic: That fic is seriously something I need in my life. And it would be great to see all the different worlds and versions of their life Dean visits. A little bit like in "The Butterfly Effect".

*adores you and your dreams*
Thank you for sharing.

[identity profile] familiardevil.livejournal.com 2010-02-15 06:26 am (UTC)(link)
LMFAO
ONE OF US IS GOING TO WRITE THIS FOR SPNLAND

[identity profile] coyotesuspect.livejournal.com 2010-02-15 06:28 am (UTC)(link)
OCTOPUS MONSTERS.

PLANTING EGGS IN UR STOMACH.

STEALIN UR SAMMEES.

[identity profile] venilia.livejournal.com 2010-02-21 12:34 am (UTC)(link)
I actually like the octopus monster. She's creepy, and vaguely elder god-y. The turning-into-children part is a bit odd, but the rest... totally awesome fanfic.