Fanmix: the subtle grace of gravity

[coyotesuspect]

Title: the subtle grace of gravity
Subject: Anna/Ruby
Summary: A gift!mix for familiardevil at the spn_fs_exchange . Basically it's the story of "What if Anna and Ruby had- after much snark and theological angsting- hooked up and combined forces to stop the Apocalypse?" It's a little angry and a little sad and a lot hopeful. And made with love. Lots of love.

Dear familiar, you consistently amaze me, and I adore you. I hope you enjoy.

Fanmix includes front and back cover, eight individually uploaded songs, and a zip of all the songs together. Feedback is good karma. Happy listening.









(1) Raised by Wolves - Voxtrot
I was going hungry and lazy here
When you stopped me in my tracks
I was going crazy; I was desolate and ready to kill
But maybe I believe in another place
If you go, you won't look back
And anywhere you go you know
The ugliness will follow you still

I don't know if you've got another place
Where you bury all these things
I don't know if you can see the shadow
That you cast on the ground
But maybe I can see through the lonely face
Loose your feet and loose your waist
Anywhere you are, you know the freedom there
Is dragging you down

And you break me into lines
We can shake our bodies
And wreck our minds
I’m a bitter man, I know,
But listen, honey, you're no fun

I will never love like you
But you will probably hate like me
Oh lovelessly, and empty
Full of god, and god makes plenty.
You will go on searching
For someone to keep you killing
And oh, don't you wanna love?
And don't you wanna feel?

(2) Rebellion (Lies) – Arcade Fire
People say that your dreams
are the only things that save ya.
Come on baby in our dreams,
we can live on misbehavior.

People try and hide the night
underneath the covers.
People try and hide the light
underneath the covers.

Come on hide your lovers underneath the covers
come on hide your lovers
underneath the covers.

Now here's the sun, it's alright!
(Lies, lies!)
Now here's the moon, it's alright!
(Lies, lies!)

(3) Fast Blood – Frightened Rabbits
let's get paralyzed down both sides
snake hips, red city kiss
and your black eyes roll back
midnight organ fight
yours gives into mine
it's all right
and the fast blood
hurricanes through me
and then it rips my roof away with her fire heads
this is the longest kiss
good night

oh--

and now I, I tremble,
because this fumble
has become biblical
I feel like I just died twice
was reborn again
for all our dirty sins

(4) Halo - Florence + the Machine
Remember those walls I built
Well baby they're tumbling them down
And they didn’t even put up a fight
They didn’t even make a sound
I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standin’ in the light of your Halo
I got my angel now

It’s like I’ve been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin’
Its the risk that I’m takin’
I ain’t never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I’m lookin’ now
I’m surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your Halo
You know you’re my saving grace

I swore I’d never fall again
But this don’t even feel like falling
Gravity can’t begin
To pull me to the ground again

(5) Perfect in my Mind – Gold Motel
I don't have forever, but I'll live like I do
Feels like endless summer with the light shining through
All I have is borrowed, my skin and my bones

I don't have a reason, but I live like I do
The sky could crash into the ground, and we like the view

Every thing is just fine
Every thing is just fine
So long as I'm by your side
It's perfect in my mind

No one needs to save me
I'm already saved
No one needs to save me
I'm already saved

(6) You Are the Moon – the Hush Sound
The subtle grace of gravity, the heavy weight of stone

You don't see what you possess, a beauty calm and clear
It floods the sky and blurs the darkness like a chandelier
All the light that you possess is skewed by lakes and seas
The shattered surface, so imperfect, is all that you believe

I will bring a mirror, so silver, so exact
So precise and so pristine, a perfect pane of glass
I will set the mirror up to face the blackened sky
You will see your beauty every moment that you rise

(7) Gospel – the National
Let me come over I can waste your time I’m bored
invite me to the war every night of the summer
and we’ll play G.I. blood, G.I. blood
we’ll stand by the pool
we’ll throw out our gold medals

Darling can you tie my string
killers are callin on me
my angel face is fallin
feathers are fallin on my feet
darling can you tie my string
killers are callin on me

Stay near you, stay near your television
set it up outside
and hang your holiday rainbow lights in the garden

(8) In the Aeroplane over the Sea – Eisley
What a beautiful face
I have found in this place
That is circling all around the sun
What a beautiful dream
That could flash on the screen
In a blink of an eye and be gone from me
Soft and sweet
Let me hold it close and keep it here with me

What a beautiful face
I have found in this place
That is circling all around the sun
And when we meet on a cloud
I'll be laughing out loud
I'll be laughing with everyone I see
Can't believe
How strange it is to be anything at all

.zip

Comments

[familiardevil.livejournal.com]

:)

[coyotesuspect.livejournal.com]

:D

[familiardevil.livejournal.com]

;)

[coyotesuspect.livejournal.com]

I think I am going to steal all the LotR from Platonic here pretty soon and watch them.

[familiardevil.livejournal.com]

You would right after I delete the first one from my DVR
whatever there's not much HI going on there anyway
holding out for two & three
I love the movies so much coyote

[coyotesuspect.livejournal.com]

LOL are you suggesting we watch LotR together? We still need to finish TVD.

[familiardevil.livejournal.com]

Well, if you're watching it, and I just happen to be online...

omg we do. Do you want to try on Saturday?

[coyotesuspect.livejournal.com]

LOL I see.

Yes. That sounds good. :D

[familiardevil.livejournal.com]

COYOTE, HE GREW A BEARD
IT MEANT SOMETHING
I DECLARE HOMOSEXUAL INTENT

[coyotesuspect.livejournal.com]

I have no idea what you could mean.

[familiardevil.livejournal.com]

AND THEN HE WALKS IN ALL 'OMG GUYS I JUST TOTALLY GET MY DICK SUCKED'
AND IN AFTER HIM
WALKS A BEARDLESS YOU KNOW WHO
BEARDLESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[coyotesuspect.livejournal.com]

HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

GAY SO MUCH GAY

[familiardevil.livejournal.com]

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH MYSELF ABOUT THEM THO ALL THE FIC IS EITHER REALLY FUCKING WEIRD LIKE PEOPLE GET RAPED OR SOMEONE IS DESCRIBED AS BEING DELICATE AND FUCK NO DID YOU SEE THAT BITCH IN THOSE MOVIES, HE WAS THE OPPOSITE OF DELICATE STOP

AND THEN THE OTHER KINDS ARE DIFFICULT TO READ AND LACK EMOTION

WHERE R HAPPY MEDIUM

[coyotesuspect.livejournal.com]

WRITE IT YOURSELF

OR MAKE A MIX FOR IT :D :D :D

BUT LEGOLAS IS THE OPPOSITE OF DELICATE. BITCHES NEED TO STEP OFF.

[familiardevil.livejournal.com]

UM LOL

EL

OH

EL

YEAH FAMILIAR WRITE A FIC FOR TWO CHARACTERS YOU DONT KNOW MUCH ABOUT IN A VERSE YOU KNOW ALMOST NOTHING ABOUT THAT WILL END WELL!!!!!

I DONT THINK I COULD MIX THEM EITHER

GAH SO MUCH LOVE AND NO WAY TO EXPRESS IT

PERHAPS IN SONG? :D?

VOICE POST IS NEEDED YES?

[coyotesuspect.livejournal.com]

*many single perfect tears*

But you should ask cherie for recs.

LOL YES. YES YES YES YES SONG POST YOUR LOVE FOR THEM.

[familiardevil.livejournal.com]

She doesn't ship them though.

Oh god oh gosh oh goodness this is going to end badly lol
Lmao did I tell you my music teacher hates me? Oh god she pissed me off so badly last week. I was talking to Koala and she just went off on me. I saw the devil in her eyes. I have never felt so close to Satan outside my cat. So we were singing Do Re Me blah blah and I started singing really loudly and obnoxiously and she was like *laser eyes* STOP SINGING SAMANTHA

that class is the best but it's so hard to keep a straight face in it. Yesterday she sent me into exile at a desk in the middle of the room. I was fucking dying. And then this one kid yawned and she was so mad that he didn't cover his mouth. I'm laughing irl just remembering it.

Her: IT'S DISREPECTFUL.
Him: OH GOD. SEND ME TO JAIL. I YAWNED.
Her: Get up. We're going to the office.
Him: Bye guys. I'll call when I'm on parole.

[coyotesuspect.livejournal.com]

SHE DOESN'T?!?!?!!!!!!!!!?!!!

Or amazingly. And omigosh lol you didn't. She sounds awful. Like if Zachariah were a music teacher.

Also disappoint you do not feel close to Satan when you are with me. )))):

That kid sounds funny.

[familiardevil.livejournal.com]

I don't think so but you should ask her in case I'm wrong because she is a good ally to have.

She's fucking insane. Like one minute she's really calm and shit, tapping her zylophone whateverthefuck, muttering peaceful 'dings!' to herself, the next, I say something to Koala, and she shoots lasers at my face idk

I feel close to you when I am with you :,)

His name is J and we actually bonded tons yesterday because Giggles and her boyfriend weren't there due to the storm (Giggle's BF is his best friend). Racist Asshole was a fucking unintentional riot.

We're watching Braveheart and Stu's character slits the throat of the guy who killed his wife, right?

Alicia: Revenge!
Racist Asshole: That's not revenge.
*everyone looks at him*
J: No. Wait. Wait. What would you call it?
Racist Asshole: Payback!
J: I FUCKING CAN'T

[coyotesuspect.livejournal.com]

I should just attack her on aim.

LEGOLAS/ARAGORN DO YOU SHIP IT MOTHERFUCKER?!

lolol omg amazing. Also, the image of her muttering peaceful dings to herself is hilarious.

:,) <3

HEE. I LIKE HIM.

Also, loling at the mental image of Stu slitting some guy's throat.

[familiardevil.livejournal.com]

DO IT NOW YOU HAVE TO DO IT!

She does that shit I swear coyote. You have no idea how much trouble I get into in that class because I can't not giggle. It's gotten to the point where just being in the class and seeing her makes me laugh.

I like him too! He's fun. In a nice platonic way.

Omg no lol

[coyotesuspect.livejournal.com]

Dammit. She literally just signed off. TOMORROW THOUGH. SHE WILL BE MINE.

LOL Oh god. This is going to end so badly.

SURE. PLATONIC. SURE.

He would try to resolve their differences peacefully.

[familiardevil.livejournal.com]

Likely story. You will ask her and in the manner you presented. This is a fact.

I don't really care if she punishes me tbh I pay attention and do well in the class so whatever.

It is 150% platonic and has zero chance of ever becoming anything more. For future reference.

His hair wants to kill all those who took his Landon away...

[coyotesuspect.livejournal.com]

I will. You will not be denied.

How do you do badly in music? Does she grade on talent?

Fine. Then befriend him and use him as your minion.

Like cherie, Stu cannot be held responsible for what his hair does and tweets.

[familiardevil.livejournal.com]

No I will not be.

We're actually mostly learning notes and stuff. So there is study material. Because she has the devil inside her.

I intend to :D We've already linked our religions as allies against the Christians in the school. I don't know what his is about, except Koala is his priest, so it's cool with me. And Raptor Jesus is very accepting of friends!

LMAO. Cherie's hair/Stu's hair arch-enemies. I think Cherie's hair would be all over Gooch's beard tbh.