Fanmix: the subtle grace of gravity

[coyotesuspect]

Title: the subtle grace of gravity
Subject: Anna/Ruby
Summary: A gift!mix for familiardevil at the spn_fs_exchange . Basically it's the story of "What if Anna and Ruby had- after much snark and theological angsting- hooked up and combined forces to stop the Apocalypse?" It's a little angry and a little sad and a lot hopeful. And made with love. Lots of love.

Dear familiar, you consistently amaze me, and I adore you. I hope you enjoy.

Fanmix includes front and back cover, eight individually uploaded songs, and a zip of all the songs together. Feedback is good karma. Happy listening.









(1) Raised by Wolves - Voxtrot
I was going hungry and lazy here
When you stopped me in my tracks
I was going crazy; I was desolate and ready to kill
But maybe I believe in another place
If you go, you won't look back
And anywhere you go you know
The ugliness will follow you still

I don't know if you've got another place
Where you bury all these things
I don't know if you can see the shadow
That you cast on the ground
But maybe I can see through the lonely face
Loose your feet and loose your waist
Anywhere you are, you know the freedom there
Is dragging you down

And you break me into lines
We can shake our bodies
And wreck our minds
I’m a bitter man, I know,
But listen, honey, you're no fun

I will never love like you
But you will probably hate like me
Oh lovelessly, and empty
Full of god, and god makes plenty.
You will go on searching
For someone to keep you killing
And oh, don't you wanna love?
And don't you wanna feel?

(2) Rebellion (Lies) – Arcade Fire
People say that your dreams
are the only things that save ya.
Come on baby in our dreams,
we can live on misbehavior.

People try and hide the night
underneath the covers.
People try and hide the light
underneath the covers.

Come on hide your lovers underneath the covers
come on hide your lovers
underneath the covers.

Now here's the sun, it's alright!
(Lies, lies!)
Now here's the moon, it's alright!
(Lies, lies!)

(3) Fast Blood – Frightened Rabbits
let's get paralyzed down both sides
snake hips, red city kiss
and your black eyes roll back
midnight organ fight
yours gives into mine
it's all right
and the fast blood
hurricanes through me
and then it rips my roof away with her fire heads
this is the longest kiss
good night

oh--

and now I, I tremble,
because this fumble
has become biblical
I feel like I just died twice
was reborn again
for all our dirty sins

(4) Halo - Florence + the Machine
Remember those walls I built
Well baby they're tumbling them down
And they didn’t even put up a fight
They didn’t even make a sound
I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standin’ in the light of your Halo
I got my angel now

It’s like I’ve been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin’
Its the risk that I’m takin’
I ain’t never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I’m lookin’ now
I’m surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your Halo
You know you’re my saving grace

I swore I’d never fall again
But this don’t even feel like falling
Gravity can’t begin
To pull me to the ground again

(5) Perfect in my Mind – Gold Motel
I don't have forever, but I'll live like I do
Feels like endless summer with the light shining through
All I have is borrowed, my skin and my bones

I don't have a reason, but I live like I do
The sky could crash into the ground, and we like the view

Every thing is just fine
Every thing is just fine
So long as I'm by your side
It's perfect in my mind

No one needs to save me
I'm already saved
No one needs to save me
I'm already saved

(6) You Are the Moon – the Hush Sound
The subtle grace of gravity, the heavy weight of stone

You don't see what you possess, a beauty calm and clear
It floods the sky and blurs the darkness like a chandelier
All the light that you possess is skewed by lakes and seas
The shattered surface, so imperfect, is all that you believe

I will bring a mirror, so silver, so exact
So precise and so pristine, a perfect pane of glass
I will set the mirror up to face the blackened sky
You will see your beauty every moment that you rise

(7) Gospel – the National
Let me come over I can waste your time I’m bored
invite me to the war every night of the summer
and we’ll play G.I. blood, G.I. blood
we’ll stand by the pool
we’ll throw out our gold medals

Darling can you tie my string
killers are callin on me
my angel face is fallin
feathers are fallin on my feet
darling can you tie my string
killers are callin on me

Stay near you, stay near your television
set it up outside
and hang your holiday rainbow lights in the garden

(8) In the Aeroplane over the Sea – Eisley
What a beautiful face
I have found in this place
That is circling all around the sun
What a beautiful dream
That could flash on the screen
In a blink of an eye and be gone from me
Soft and sweet
Let me hold it close and keep it here with me

What a beautiful face
I have found in this place
That is circling all around the sun
And when we meet on a cloud
I'll be laughing out loud
I'll be laughing with everyone I see
Can't believe
How strange it is to be anything at all

.zip

Comments

[familiardevil.livejournal.com]

....*squints at you*

Coyote, last night I had a dream involving a scary vampire girl too.
And she basically came out of no where in the middle of a zombie attack.
Oh my fucking god you were there too.
I swear to latifah I am not making shit up right now. Wow that's a weird coincisomething.

aw fuck it I just plugged the laptop in. fuck sleep.

but here lol:

[coyotesuspect.livejournal.com]

lol wut omg our dreams are being haunted by scary vampire girls. I WANT BENNY BACK.

But yeah that's a weirdass coincidence. ))):

LOL LOOK HOW FAR I HAVE PROGRESSED WITH MY PHOTOSHOPPING.

So remember that prompt I saw of a Dean/Castiel fic where it was all, "Castiel is the teacher of Dean's son"? And we were all, "Where's Sam?!" and decided Sam had to be Dean's son. And Anna was the guidance counselor who Dean had a crush on but was secretly having sex with Ruby, who was another guidance counselor who kept giving Sam candy and making him hyperactive. And Uriel was a teacher who hated kids and Castiel liked to stare at Sam and hug him for too long and Jess was Sam's hamster friend WHO WAS KILLED BY THE CREEPY JANITOR. And Bela and Henriksen were FBI agents investigating Castiel. ETC ETC

[familiardevil.livejournal.com]

No okay this is what happened. There was stuff that happened before this but this is all I remember: I was in my school's old computer lab when it still had computers and I was sort of having a picnic with you on a blanket and my brother is there and I'm really angry at him and he throws a cigarette on me and I'm ready to fight but then there are zombies and we're fighting zombies together and then out of no where one of the zombies is a vampire with a horrifying face and I start crying in the dream and ask Scott to kill her for me and he's like no and then I woke up and my mom started freaking out because her alarm didn't go off LOL

UM MORE LIKE LOOK AT HOW MUCH LESS HAMSTERY YOUR PHOTOSHOPPING HAS BECOME TO BE HONEST

And Zachariah was the vice principal standing in for God! :,) Beautiful.

[coyotesuspect.livejournal.com]

): You should have asked me to kill her. I would have done it. For you. *holds*

But lololol at us being on a picnic together. Picnic + zombie killing is pretty much exactly the kind of date we would go on.

WELL WHADDYA KNOW MY NEXT MIX IS SAM/HAMSTER!JESS! :D

Yes. :,)

[familiardevil.livejournal.com]

YOU WEREN'T THERE AFTER THE PICNIC FOR SOME REASON. IDK.

Lmao true

PERFECT :,)

[coyotesuspect.livejournal.com]

): OFF BATTLING EVIL VAMPIRE GIRLS OF MY OWN.

AND THEN WE WOULD WATCH A SOCCER GAME.

LIKE YOU.

[familiardevil.livejournal.com]

TRUE. BENNY IS GUIDING US BB! TO HELP SAVE HIS CARLOS FROM MEAN VAMPIRES.

:-* <3

[coyotesuspect.livejournal.com]

~does that mean Benny wants us to save Carlos from... Bennypire?!

:****** <44444

[familiardevil.livejournal.com]

We would never hurt Bennypire though.

[coyotesuspect.livejournal.com]

Well. Not permanently.

[familiardevil.livejournal.com]

We've always brought him back ):

[coyotesuspect.livejournal.com]

And we're having him work through the mental/emotional trauma. ):

[familiardevil.livejournal.com]

See? We're really nice!

[coyotesuspect.livejournal.com]

We are! He's having sex with Carlos and everything!

[familiardevil.livejournal.com]

He had an awesome night and morning of sex just before. He should be thanking us. So what if he got punched in the face by the person he loves just after telling them he loves them? He got it like only two weeks later.

[coyotesuspect.livejournal.com]

Well, to be fair, he didn't say that he loved Carlos. Just that he had a ~thing for him.

But yes. Poor Benny. ):


>)

[familiardevil.livejournal.com]

But he does and he did.

>)

[coyotesuspect.livejournal.com]

And Carlos does too. <3

It just takes him awhile to realize it. And then longer to say it.